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Tuesday, May 09, 2006

I never realised how much we've drifted away until today. It was just a normal conversation, as normal as it can be for us, until something was mentioned. Funny how it is, that we suddenly stopped speaking to each other about certain things, until now. I realised that I was the one that put up a barrier between the two of us, and it made us stop speaking to each other about what was really happening to us.

I don't know if you realised I was struggling with a certain issue, but I've managed to put it behind me now and I can only pray that things would go back to the way it was. It was only until you mentioned that I used to speak to you about things like that but not anymore, that opened my eyes to the fact that I was the one who shut you off, and in turn, you shut me out of your life.

I've learnt that and now, I'm trying to be as open and vunerable to you as I can about issues. Just want to say I treasure our friendship a lot and I look forward (if you would allow me) to have our playground chats once more. :)

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