You take me as I am
Into your new scarred hands
and when I run so far away
you always call me back again
into your open arms
not matter what ive done
amazing grace has found me here
because of what you've done, for me

PlanetShakers - Weight of the World

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I was so close of getting a new phone, as I haven't had a new one in 4 years. Armed with a $100 discount (since I haven't upgraded my handset for ages) and a $60 trade in unit, the N80 would have cost *drum roll please* $578. However, Dad still thinks the price is too high, and there isn't any other phone I want at the moment so I'm not getting anything after all. Sigh. The $100 discount I get last until tomorrow only. Hopefully Dad changes his mind, because he can't upgrade his handset at all for the time being.

"But when I look at the stars,
when I look at the stars,
when I look at the stars I see someone else

When I look at the stars,
the stars, I feel like myself "

On My iTunes : Stars - Switchfoot

I want to buy the new generation iPod U2. I went to Sim Lim yesterday with Calvin and saw it. Arghhh. Ok, I'll save up for that. I don't care. =P

School finished early yesterday, obviously since we started class at 9. So met up with Alvin and Calvin for lunch. Marian had project and Jeremy had something "highly important" to do, so they weren't around. Took Alvin's laptop then went to Sim Lim before going to Pocket Bowl that is in Katong.

I can see Godma's house from the bowling centre! Can see her backyard.

And.... Daddy's going to give me a supp card. Just don't let mum know that. Hur.

Of late, I've been feeling so lost and all out of sorts. Things get me down to easily I guess, and I don't even know why. I've been doing a lot of thinking and this and that, but it still gets me no where. It sounds strange, but I still don't know why I'm hanging on after I've lost all interest. There ain't no motivation to get me going, but I still can't bear to leave.

Maybe it's the friends, maybe it's the atmosphere, maybe it's the lecturers. I've lost all interest in the work given to me, thanks to Block- Teaching. Everything has become a mad rush and it's not real to me anymore. I don't pour my heart into it, I just do for the sake of it. It's exaggerating the way the lecturers put across "reality" to you, because in actual fact, we all know that "reality" isn't reality at all. It's just something put together for the sake (or one of the reasons) for justifying the Block system. We have feedback, but no one wants to listen to our grievances.

I'm just tired. Bowling is the only thing I look forward to now. Life, it gets you down.

I've just finished watching the "made for teeny-boppers" High School Musical. It's swell. I wished whatever happened to Gabriella, happened to me. But as the song goes, "Dreams are meant for sleeping". So go on dreaming then.

The soundtrack's good, well, that is if you like musicals. The show makes me want to go for dance classes. hah. Don't laugh. Not funny. =P

*sings* We're soaring, flying, there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach. If we're trying, yeah we're breaking freeeeee...