You take me as I am
Into your new scarred hands
and when I run so far away
you always call me back again
into your open arms
not matter what ive done
amazing grace has found me here
because of what you've done, for me
PlanetShakers - Weight of the World
astO loves her friends, bowling, baking, bowling, reading, bowling, writing, bowling, ManUtd, bowling.
Kutless, The Lads, Switchfoot, MercyMe, Stacie Oricco, Avalon, blah blah blah
Astoria Needs to Stop Spending.
*Jason (Hsien Xian)
Image: [Double Rainbow]
Why couldn't life just be simple?
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
You say I got something to say for everything. Of course I do, especially if it's unfair to me. I'm able to see both sides of the story, but you can't. So because of that ultimately it's my fault? When I try to explain what I feel and why I feel the way I do, you don't want to accept it. So... My fault?
I said I'm not trying to pick a fight with you, but if you think I am, then jolly well go on thinking that way. And to the other issue I'm dealing with, I wish it'll just feck off. Really.
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Forever you are faithful
Forever you are strong
Forever you are with us
Forever and ever.
Your love endures forever.
I'll hold fast to the promises of you, for you do all things in your time.
Friday, May 19, 2006
What used to hurt me so much, doesn't hurt anymore. And this feeling is great. I don't feel surpressed and I'm able to be myself. It feels like deja vu. Perhaps because it's exactly what happened like 7 months ago.
I loved you and probably still do. But now, in a different form. As siblings.
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
I hadn't been sick for a year I guess, and upon reaching home yesterday, I found out that I had a fever that reached 38.18. I felt so miserable, so cold and yet so warm and was breathing so badly. Fever's gone down, but my throat feels awful.
Anyway, to the boys. Sorry I couldn't join you all last night, actually you all didn't have to cancel just go ahead without me la. hah. But it was nice of you to say "no battle till all the troops are in good spirit". hah. Don't you all rock?
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
I never realised how much we've drifted away until today. It was just a normal conversation, as normal as it can be for us, until something was mentioned. Funny how it is, that we suddenly stopped speaking to each other about certain things, until now. I realised that I was the one that put up a barrier between the two of us, and it made us stop speaking to each other about what was really happening to us.
I don't know if you realised I was struggling with a certain issue, but I've managed to put it behind me now and I can only pray that things would go back to the way it was. It was only until you mentioned that I used to speak to you about things like that but not anymore, that opened my eyes to the fact that I was the one who shut you off, and in turn, you shut me out of your life.
I've learnt that and now, I'm trying to be as open and vunerable to you as I can about issues. Just want to say I treasure our friendship a lot and I look forward (if you would allow me) to have our playground chats once more. :)
You Never Knew Gratitude.
Sunday, May 07, 2006
You never knew gratitude. Or what is it to help your friends. You would only help if it's convenient for you or out of obligation. Occasionally I get the glimpse that you're not like that, but then again, it's always like that. You call yourself practical, however, I call that side of you using people. I thought you were a friend that people could depend on.
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
For every visibly undernourished child, there are several more battling a hidden nutritional crisis.
Ann Veneman, Unicef executive director
It's not fair. They've done nothing wrong. They're just children.
The Time Has Come - Hillsong United Live
Found love beyond all reason
You gave your life, your all for me
And called me yours forever
Caught in the mercy fallot
I found hope, found life, found all I need
You're all I need
The time has come
To stand for what we believe in
So I for one
I'm gonna give my praise to you
It's all or nothing
All the way
The praise goes out to you
All the praise goes out to you
I live for one thing
To give you praise
In everything I do
A Broken Heart.
Monday, May 01, 2006
God can't mend your broken heart unless you give him all the broken pieces.
Thank God I gave Him everything then.