You take me as I am
Into your new scarred hands
and when I run so far away
you always call me back again
into your open arms
not matter what ive done
amazing grace has found me here
because of what you've done, for me
PlanetShakers - Weight of the World
astO loves her friends, bowling, baking, bowling, reading, bowling, writing, bowling, ManUtd, bowling.
Kutless, The Lads, Switchfoot, MercyMe, Stacie Oricco, Avalon, blah blah blah
Astoria Needs to Stop Spending.
*Jason (Hsien Xian)
Image: [Double Rainbow]
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
It's always a bad idea to put a study area in the bedroom.
Because everytime you want to start work, your bed just seems to be calling out your name.
*speaks to self* astO, you mustn't sleep for the next 2 days. There's still p2, entec and masa to finish. You can do it.
Kick me again.
I'm so going to kick back and relax after this week.
Ok, after when I write my reports for the past events DSC has done.
Then it's bowling time with Shan, Justin, Adree and Joel.
Anyone else wanna come along?
Monday, August 29, 2005
I NEED TO STOP PROCRASTINATING.
SOMEONE PLEASE KICK MY BEHIND OR THREATHEN TO SHOOT ME TO GET ME TO START MY WORK.
Sunday, August 28, 2005
I need to start my work NOW! In the mean time, I will do this before my work.
When did you last meet him/her?
Just only. During training then at She Na's house.
B: Boon Hian
Who was his/her last girl/boyfriend?
I have no idea.
whats she/he doing rite now?
How old is he/she?
17, I think.
What is her/his hobby?
Playing the guitar?
What is her/his hair colour?
Brown I think.
When is the last time you meet him/her?
Friday, during AGM.
Why do you like him/her?
She's a great pal and very crappy!
Where does he/she lives?
Do you have his/her phone number?
What is his/her favorite colour?
I don't know!
L: Lena Tan!
what's his/her fave movie?
I don't know actually. But her favourite music I know! Robbie Williams.
M: Mei Xuan
What was the last thing you did with
Bowl and talk?
N: Ng Mei Wei.
Do you like how he/she smiles?
Yes! Her toothy grin!
What would you say if you meet her/him?
How are you? *She hosted me in New Zealand, about 4-5 years ago*
Describe this person!
*maaaa maaaa* hehehe... Petite and cute.
Q: I don't know any Qs i think.
Where does she go to college?
Where is he/she now?
Should be at home, working.
What's her/his unique character?
She's very kind hearted and always lends a listening ear.
Did she/he ever make you mad?
Yes, though I cant remember what it was about.
U: I don't think I know any Us too!
Did he/she ever kissed you?
Did he/she have a girfriend/boyfriend?
I don't know.
Did he/she ever hug you?
Yeap, on friday.
X: Xin Yi
Is she the warrior princess?
Yeah! Wonder how she can always complete her work!
Y: Yi Hui (Lena Tan)
*Please refer to L*
What would you do if you see her/him?
ehhh, talk to him as usual... hahha
Saturday, August 27, 2005
This is my 100 post! hahah...
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
3) *and I don't know already*
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
2) Losing my friends
3) People talking behind my back
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1) More time
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT
1) Pink Shirt
2) Bowling shorts
3) one earring
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR
1) Jaci Velesquez
2) Michael Buble
3) Nicole C. Mullen
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1) Imagine Me Without You
2) Quando, Quando, Quando
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE
PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
3) *and I don't know already, guess it's those 2*
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY
BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1) Bowl (which I will do tomorrow during training)
3) Finish up p2, but I'm procrastinating
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE
2) Interior Designing
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON
1) New Zealand
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE
1) Get married! hahahaha...
2) Make sure my family is fine
3) Go and eat/bowl
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE
STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1) Acts macho.
3) Nice (Generally)
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE
STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1) Nice (until she acts bi**hy)
2) Trustworthy (until she acts otherwise)
3) Fun to hang around with
THREE MALE CELEB CRUSHES:
1) Wes Brown
2) John O'Shea
3) Alan Smith
*I prefer footballers... then celebs*
THREE PEOPLE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO SEE
TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1) You (if you want)
2) Up to You
3) Up to You
Friday, August 26, 2005
1. If there were 3 wells (love, beauty &
creativity) and you could only drink from one,
which would it be?
Creativity. or maybe love. I don't know.
2. What u do when u're happy?
Clap my hands and act like a kid. With a big
teeth baring grin.
3. Which finger is your favourite?
My third finger. Not because I can point it and
4. Have u received flowers from any1?
Yeap. Can't remember the name. Had sunflowers
too. I love them.
5. Who would u tell yr problems 2?
ahh... Stephanie, Adrian, Shan and maybe 1-2 others.
6. What food u like?
Rice! Any sort. And chocolate chip cookies.
7.R u attached now?
No. Who in their right minds would like me?
haha... That's what I think anyway.
8. Do you like your handwriting?
Of course, proud of it in fact!
9. What are you jealous of?
Hmm.. People eating a lot and yet are still
slim... Grghh *bares a teeth-ghashing expression*
10. What kind of person do you want to
A nice lad that likes me for me. What I'm like on
the inside and not how I look.
12. What do you put in your sandwiches?
Ham. That's all.
14. If you were another person, would
you be friends with you?
I probably would
15. Are you a daredevil?
No way. Hum ji.
16. Where were you last night?
Cathay Bowl Safra Yishun, then Prata house, then Home.
17. Do you drink beer?
Nope. Alchohol. But I want to try Hoegaarden.
18. Who's yr best fren?
No specific one. But I got friends I can count
on. Stephanie, Wei Shan, Adrian, Boon, Angeline
and Xin Yi.
19. Do looks matter to you?
20. What colour suits your personality?
Blue. Basically because I'm blue all the time.
21. Do you pray?
Yes. Prayer works wonders.
22. Are you trendy?
Totally not! I'm a bloody slacker! Shorts and
polos rule the day. And birkens and my nike sneaks.
23. What do you do to prevent anger?
prevent it? oh rant at my friends.
24. Who's your idol?
uhhhh no one?
25. Who is your second family?
The school bowlers! and IAD.
26. Do you trust others easily?
Yes. In which I regret now, because I feel damn
betrayed by friends I thought I knew.
27. Who u love the most?
Definetely not myself. hurhur
28. When was the last time some1
proposed 2 u?
*raises eyesbrows* uhhh, who would want to marry
29. When was the last time u were in
Now! I'm in love with...Photography and Bowling.
30. The last time you were happy?
31. Current thoughts?
What the hell am I doing? I should be working.
Can't Breathe Easy.
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
It has come out now.
Argh, and to think, I thought it wasn't clear.
But thanks to the one for telling me.
No class today, but I got to go back and get my drafting bag and t-square.
Should have brought it home yesterday.
Roll off was terrible for me yesterday.
First 2 games, I didn't even hit a pocket shot or close frames.
Was on the verge of crying because there's so much clouding my mind right now.
But thanks to Uncle Sam, Andy and Lionel.
Last game was much better after they helped me make adjustments.
And to Steph, thanks for listening to me when I was ranting and raving. Very appreciative to have a close friend like you where I'm able to share things freely. = ) Love ya loads loads... heheheh
Life and all it's rubbish
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
No classes today.
Yet I'm in school.
Wanted to get some work for p2 done.
But so far, only successful in slacking.
For the past 3 hours.
Reached home yesterday around 9.30.
And slept at 10.30 till this morning.
Accompanied Angeline to Mustafa to get te bag that she wanted.
And I saw this Adidas shoulder bag that I liked.
$45. Any kind sponsors will to buy for me?
Might post a picture if I can find it.
After Mustafa, we walked to Bugis to have dinner before proceeding home.
What a breath of fresh air it was.
Finally being able to go out and walk around.
Was starting to feel like a cooped up animal because all I was doing was school work and shopping for art materials when I needed to.
What a life I have. Sweet eh?
Angeline is such a nice pal to hang out with.
Hehe, the many things we were chatting about...
Thursday, August 18, 2005
Assessment results for p2 today is out.
Marginal pass again.
My GPA is officially going to go down kill.
And that direct admission TDS students get when they graduate with a GPA of 3?
I can kiss it goodbye.
Currently only at 2.77.
Either I shape up or ship out.
Staggered assessment for p2 the next 2 weeks.
Every Monday and Thursday there's a pin up.
Sighhh... Endless nights of no rest.
Surely to die...
Pretty tired right now.
Submission for Digital Essentials is over!
I can rest for at least a day before commencing on my p2.
I seriously the projects were designed to drive design school students crazy.
Sunday, August 14, 2005
Today's training went on well.
I still have to bend my knees when sliding.
Feel wobbly all the time.
Footwork's getting better, though when I try to keep my power step small, I compromise on my swing.
Like I don't let it swing naturally.
And when I let it swing naturally, my power step is the same length as my 2nd step.
Bowled one game towards the end of training.
But I missed all my pin 9 and 10 single spares!
Oh well, work harder.
Maybe I should train with the guys, since I only bowl when I have trainings and roll offs.
Got teased so much during training by She Na and Vickie.
Kept saying I'm very cute, bimbotic (well, the brain part of it anyway...), want to pinch my cheeks...
Haha, what is this world coming to?!
Anyway, celebrated Charlene's birthday today.
Promised a shot of the cake, so there it is.
Chocolate Truffle, sinful of course.
It's pure chocolate fudge!
Went off after training with Charlene to eat at Parkway.
Boon came later to get me and her, and went on to TM.
5 of us went to watch a movie.
Me, Shaozong, Angeline, James and Donald.
Stealth is nice! I like!
After that, went to Safra to get something before Shaozong drove me home.
Sigh, still got my model and a detailed layout plan to do.
Better start soon and stop PROCRASTINATING!!!
This month is full of birthday.
Yesterday was Charlene's.
Happy birthday dear Girl!
Made a cake for her for training today.
But the cake's a bit to dry and the fudge, woooooo!
hahaa... Oops. Will post a picture when I've taken one.
Training's later at 12nn.
Oh ya, got to redo the guys attendance sheet.
Update later then...
Another day of shoots
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
This is the shirt I bought.
It's so cute lar...
Went to town with Dominic today.
He had to take National Day as his BaPho project so I went along.
Managed to take a few shots.
Will upload it onto Deviant Art.
He met his friend later on and I left.
Cause he wanted to get into the restricted areas and I didn't wanna to go in illegaly (meaning without a pass).
He say it's like ''pung sei-ing'' me.
In a way lar.
But I don't want to get caught or anything.
When I was at the Esplanade, some fella came up to me and said, ''Excuse me ah, are you from TP?''
I was like, ''What the hell?''
Then I looked up and realised that it was Nicholas, my bowling captain.
Very funny hor... -_-|||
Might blog later, I'll see how...
I want to bowl!!!
Got my shirt...
Monday, August 08, 2005
Cleared up Pivia with Dom and Siyuan (thank you ''fwen'').
Still not done, going back either on Wednesday or Thursday (oh yeah, can't, my bowler friends are bowling... I want to support them!)
Threw away 2 thrash bag full of rubbish and a lot of broken cardboards.
Wonders how long it hasn't been cleaned up.
I got my shirt.
I'll post a picture when my batteries are charged.
It's so cute, I think I'll wear it during training this week.
Hahaha... and be laughed at.
Siyuan ate Oreo cereal, now I'm craving for it.
With milk of course.
Watched CNA last night.
Adrian, your interview was fine. You looked fine. No worries there.
Jason, you too looked alright. No biggies.
Wei Shan, you're included to. Brilliant and I know what you were talking about.
Good job all around! My mates are popular people. hahaa
Poor Justin, almost got thrown into the canal.
Tomorrow, shooting with my gal pal, Dominic...
Hahah, kidding. He's not a girl...
Sorry my nephew...
I don't believe it
Sunday, August 07, 2005
Seriously, I don't know what's going on financially with my family.
I'm paying for my own computer and I get like what, $25 a week.
I need to pay for something tomorrow and I asked my dad for my allowance.
He tells me he has nothing.
So it becomes my fault?
Who bowls so much a week? Who buys 4D and all that rubbish?
In theory, $25 a week is enough.
In practical life? No comments.
It's getting on my nerves.
My brothers get more than I do.
And everything is paid for, for them.
Ok, not say it doesn't apply to me.
I? Even one shirt I want to buy, I have to pay for myself.
I don't know what to say...
So many things that are clouding my mind now.
I feel like I'm going to burst.
I'm sick, yet none of my family cares.
Seems the only times I enjoy myself are during trainings and hanging out with my friends.
Let's me escape reality for awhile.
I can't go to FOP.
Very bad cough.
I'm not the only one.
*part of the post was retracted*
Tonight, Weishan and gang's interview.
Remember to watch it.
8.30pm on CNA...
Postscript - Je vous aime.
Friday, August 05, 2005
Skipped Leadership Training Camp.
Not feeling well.
Throat's bad and I'm starting to sneeze.
Very tired as well.
Trying to find games to play...
Mum's not in a good mood.
Don't know why...
I don't like it when she comes home black faced.
Like as if the whole world offended her.
*shakes head* Hope she doesn't find fault with me.
Ok, I better rest...
Why do I even care?
I should really stop bothering about what people are saying.
I get scared when I hear from friends that people are talking and speculating about something.
Because, in the first place, there's nothing to begin with.
It's just purely helping a friend with no hidden agenda.
P.S: Only a few of you would know what I'm talking about.
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
I stayed over at Jinghui's last night.
Supposed to be talking, in the end I fell asleep.
Ahahha... Lazy me.
Woke up at 11.30 am (!!) then went home.
Slacked for a bit before I went out.
Came home again and waited for a ride to training.
Bowl like crap lar..
120, 104, 140++
Can't remember, was bowling so bad I decided to use the guard again...
Then later, went to Uncle Sam's with Nick and Boon.
I stayed in the shop and read my book (I Kissed Dating Goodbye, by Joshua Harris) while they all bowled till quarter to 12.
After that, dropped Nick back at Leisure before Boon drove me home.
Thanks a lot mate, I really do appreciate it...
So yeap, just reached home not toooo long ago.
Ok, I gotta go and get my chair thingy done for Material Studies.
Which I am so lazy to do...
Change of Tagboard
Monday, August 01, 2005
I've changed my tagboard.
The one hosted by tagboard.com is not working.
Training today was good.
That's the good part.
It was fun, really...
Then the bad part.
My aunt and godma have both gone back to New Zealand.
Why can't I go?
But then again, if I went, I wouldn't be with friends I so enjoy being with.
And there's my training too which I will totally miss.
Can't wait for tomorrow!
Going to stay at my bestie's house!
Haven't managed to since orientation ended...
Loads of girl talk!