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not matter what ive done
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because of what you've done, for me

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Empty. Lost.
Thursday, November 30, 2006

i'm feeling a little empty and lost at the moment. seems as if something's out of place, but then again, i think it's the by product of me thinking again. sooo, let me try to ignore it.

design review today, and hurhur, it didn't go well because i think my brief got rejected oh yet again. damn. i can think of so much more i could do with the time sketching and all, but i have to hold on for another 3 months and that's it. the reality beckons that i won't be able to get in tp again to do what my heart really wants to do which is culinary management. fees would rocket to sky high prices because student grant is only for three years. so this means, either try to get an apprenticeship orrr go to shatec. maybe this is why i'm feeling lost? maybe, maybe not.

like damn.

my mouth is itchy, i feel the need to chew on something, but i shall wait till closer to dinner. fun bowl tonight yet again, dad just keeps registering for me, not that i'm complaining but yeah. heh =) (somewhat still smiling... arghhh)

i need an oven soon. like very soon. so i can do up my stuff. i told john about it, and he asked be to ask boon hian to lend me the oven to take home, then he'll get it from his place for me. i replied saying, the oven is with the stove, you're not planning to take the entire thing for me right? and he went, oh yeah i forgot about that. -_- funny? ok, not funny...

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