You take me as I am
Into your new scarred hands
and when I run so far away
you always call me back again
into your open arms
not matter what ive done
amazing grace has found me here
because of what you've done, for me
PlanetShakers - Weight of the World
astO loves her friends, bowling, baking, bowling, reading, bowling, writing, bowling, ManUtd, bowling.
Kutless, The Lads, Switchfoot, MercyMe, Stacie Oricco, Avalon, blah blah blah
Do I have leadership capabilities?
Bowling Bowling Bowling
I bring it to you... by Avalon...
Sick, Sick, Sick
Love and Dreaming about it
Just got home from lunch with Lena, Andy and Edwin...
*Jason (Hsien Xian)
Image: [Double Rainbow]
I'm Never Going to Be Good Enough
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
I'm not good to be anyone
I'm not good to be considered a friend by anyone
I'm not good to be trusted
I'm not good to be liked
I'm not good to be loved
I'm not good to be in love
I'm not good to be top
I'm not good to be given help
I'm not good to be talked to
I'm never going to be good enough
Always have this feeling that no one trusts me. Sometimes just concern can be taken the wrong way. Am I just good enough for people to trust me one time? Seems like friends trust me once and then never again. Have I said anything wrong? Have I told anyone anything? Seriously, I doubt so. Just want people to trust me, to talk to me when they're down, and have a best friend in me. But seemingly to most people, I don't fit the bill. Never had a best friend or a buddy where I can really share my heart, never had someone who would share their hearts with me. Am I just not good enough to be trusted? Wish people would pay a little attention to me, however no one's bothered I guess...
Depressed... Heart's crying out.