You take me as I am
Into your new scarred hands
and when I run so far away
you always call me back again
into your open arms
not matter what ive done
amazing grace has found me here
because of what you've done, for me
PlanetShakers - Weight of the World
astO loves her friends, bowling, baking, bowling, reading, bowling, writing, bowling, ManUtd, bowling.
Kutless, The Lads, Switchfoot, MercyMe, Stacie Oricco, Avalon, blah blah blah
Thoughts Running Through My Head
Don't Know Why I Even Bother.
Never Give your Heart Away
10 Stupid Facts about Me
*Jason (Hsien Xian)
Image: [Double Rainbow]
Sunday, October 09, 2005
My stomach feels like it has a permanent knot in it. Whenever I get this feeling, it makes me queasy and uncomfortable. As if it’s telling me something. Conscience maybe? I highly doubt it. More of like sixth sense. However, I digress. I don’t believe in that nonsense. Deep down inside, I feel like I want to cry, but the tears won’t flow. If I had the ability to make my choices again, I would have never given in to my feelings. I wish that I had left it there. Period. Am I regretting? A whole lot. I kind of hate myself now.
I will not elaborate. Some of you may now. That’s all the people that I feel needs to know.