You take me as I am
Into your new scarred hands
and when I run so far away
you always call me back again
into your open arms
not matter what ive done
amazing grace has found me here
because of what you've done, for me

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Sunday, October 09, 2005

My stomach feels like it has a permanent knot in it.  Whenever I get this feeling, it makes me queasy and uncomfortable.  As if it’s telling me something.  Conscience maybe?  I highly doubt it.  More of like sixth sense.  However, I digress.  I don’t believe in that nonsense.  Deep down inside, I feel like I want to cry, but the tears won’t flow.  If I had the ability to make my choices again, I would have never given in to my feelings.  I wish that I had left it there.  Period.  Am I regretting?  A whole lot.  I kind of hate myself now.  

I will not elaborate.  Some of you may now.  That’s all the people that I feel needs to know.

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