You take me as I am
Into your new scarred hands
and when I run so far away
you always call me back again
into your open arms
not matter what ive done
amazing grace has found me here
because of what you've done, for me
PlanetShakers - Weight of the World
astO loves her friends, bowling, baking, bowling, reading, bowling, writing, bowling, ManUtd, bowling.
Kutless, The Lads, Switchfoot, MercyMe, Stacie Oricco, Avalon, blah blah blah
I wish it happened to me.
Why couldn't life just be simple?
You Never Knew Gratitude.
For every visibly undernourished child, there a...
*Jason (Hsien Xian)
Image: [Double Rainbow]
Friday, July 21, 2006
Of late, I've been feeling so lost and all out of sorts. Things get me down to easily I guess, and I don't even know why. I've been doing a lot of thinking and this and that, but it still gets me no where. It sounds strange, but I still don't know why I'm hanging on after I've lost all interest. There ain't no motivation to get me going, but I still can't bear to leave.
Maybe it's the friends, maybe it's the atmosphere, maybe it's the lecturers. I've lost all interest in the work given to me, thanks to Block- Teaching. Everything has become a mad rush and it's not real to me anymore. I don't pour my heart into it, I just do for the sake of it. It's exaggerating the way the lecturers put across "reality" to you, because in actual fact, we all know that "reality" isn't reality at all. It's just something put together for the sake (or one of the reasons) for justifying the Block system. We have feedback, but no one wants to listen to our grievances.
I'm just tired. Bowling is the only thing I look forward to now. Life, it gets you down.