You take me as I am
Into your new scarred hands
and when I run so far away
you always call me back again
into your open arms
not matter what ive done
amazing grace has found me here
because of what you've done, for me
PlanetShakers - Weight of the World
astO loves her friends, bowling, baking, bowling, reading, bowling, writing, bowling, ManUtd, bowling.
Kutless, The Lads, Switchfoot, MercyMe, Stacie Oricco, Avalon, blah blah blah
Back From Camp and Post Camp Jamming.
Like Urgh. Like Woah.
Doors and Windows.
I love. I like.
All These Ideas Floating Round My Mind.
It's Bloody Hell Half Four in The Bloody Morning!
*Jason (Hsien Xian)
Image: [Double Rainbow]
Emo-ness and the effects.
Friday, October 27, 2006
I can see what emo-ness does for you. I just want to break out of the cycle, and not give in to my emotions. It's not kind or nice to what you're confronted with when you give in. It took a friend to make me realize that effects the people around me, and makes me look like I have a sourball in my mouth. That same friend told me not to make a certain issue become my problem. And I will not give in. (I want to put ever again, however, due to my being human, lapses will happen) I know this certain friend would read this and I want to thank you for a lot of things. For being able to sense, for allowing to say (at the risk of sounding ridiculous and feeling super embarrassed) and for sound advice you given me, even though I've known you for how long (or rather how short)? I also want to apologize for anything, predicaments I've put you in (that is if there is), etc. I'm ashamed of how I've behaved and all.
There's so much to be thankful for yet at the same time apologetic for allowing you to see the weak and vunerable side of me.