You take me as I am
Into your new scarred hands
and when I run so far away
you always call me back again
into your open arms
not matter what ive done
amazing grace has found me here
because of what you've done, for me
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Don't Know What to Do...
Monday, April 04, 2005
I don't know whether anyone reads this blog, just writing because I miss writing. Don't know why I even brought that up..
Reckon my family's in deep financial crap man. However, how am I to go back and work at Canele when I have school committments? Dad was just talking if our bills continue the way they are, we might have to sell the car. I mean to me it's no loss, but to my mum it will be a hassle. She's not good at all with public transport, who knows she might just take the wrong bus and get lost. My dad's salary is not good enough to support the whole family, just pray that Crown Resort will give mum the job. Her old company Burswood got bought over by Crown, but mum has worked for these 2 companies and she knows more about them than the lady that could stay on (she quit in the end). So pray hard that Uncle Craig gives mum the job. Her salary is quite important to the family. Something is weighing me down, and I know it's this situation. But I feel so helpless to do anything, because of being in Orientation Main Committee where I have responsibilities and that prevents me from working.
Suddenly my phone bill shot up. It has never reached a hundred moolars before, wonder why. I would gladly pay my phone bills to elevate the situation just that I just got a new computer which I desperately need and I'm paying that myself. If I pay phone bill as well, I'm left with practically nothing for the month already.
Please God I know you're there, you do things in your own time which I will not question. I hope you're watching over this family and I pray as we continue to hang on, you'll do something that will help us elevate the situation. All things work together for good to those who love you. Amen..