You take me as I am
Into your new scarred hands
and when I run so far away
you always call me back again
into your open arms
not matter what ive done
amazing grace has found me here
because of what you've done, for me
PlanetShakers - Weight of the World
astO loves her friends, bowling, baking, bowling, reading, bowling, writing, bowling, ManUtd, bowling.
Kutless, The Lads, Switchfoot, MercyMe, Stacie Oricco, Avalon, blah blah blah
New Shoes and Car (maybe)
Life's Like That
Thoughts Running Through My Head
*Jason (Hsien Xian)
Image: [Double Rainbow]
Can't get to Sleep.
Monday, October 24, 2005
Slumber doesn't come easily to me now. These days, it's so hard for me to fall asleep. Don't tell me my body clock has altered because its a very drastic alteration. It's almost 2 in the morning and I'm still typing. Last night, I fell asleep at 5am and woke at 830 in the morning. Barely 4 hours of sleep and I had to get ready for my roll offs at noon. As for my ball bag, I took public transport and lugged it on the bus. I left it in the aisle where it proceeded to almost fly when the bus started moving.
Today was a very boring day for me. Not so much in the activities, just that I was seriously knackered. And when I'm knackered, I tend to think too much. Which is hazardous towards my health, because it drives me crazy. Only 8% of things that you worry about in your life are actual.
I've realised that I miss my secondary school friends quite a bit. It started off when I met Terence Lim on the train 2 Mondays ago. Then Justina left a tag on my board. It's amazing how friendships that have been built since Primary school could have been lost in a span of a few months where everyone dispersed into different schools. I miss each and everyone of them and still wish most of them were still in my life. I miss having friends that I could giggle with and share my secrets and have serious talks. If anyone of you do come across this post, I really do miss you all a lot. People like Vanessa, Anna, Farhana, Leng Leng, Sim Yen, Jessica, Rachel, Clarisse, Terence, my Council mates, etc.
Truthfully, I've let go. No more.
On my itunes: Two Beds and a Coffee Machine - Savage Garden