You take me as I am
Into your new scarred hands
and when I run so far away
you always call me back again
into your open arms
not matter what ive done
amazing grace has found me here
because of what you've done, for me

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Clear as Glass.
Sunday, March 26, 2006

As the days past, it gets clearer on what my next steps are going to be. I thought I knew you, but perhaps then again, I never did. From the onstart, I should have listened, but I didn't, and ended up this way. For a long time, I believed in you, that maybe, just maybe you were different. But then again, leopard's spots don't change. I regret all the things that made our friendship change, especially that one thing. I wish it never did happened, but all things happen for a reason.

I believe very much in karma, that's why I still treat you really nicely though a lot has changed, but I guess it's time I stopped. There's no point continuing being nice and helping you, when all I feel is that our friendship has been taken for granted by you. Sadness is all I feel currently, I cannot bear to lose friendships in my life that I've built up.

Thank you for the joy and laughter you brought to my life and all the help you've given me.
No matter what, if you still need me and need help, I will be there. Because you are still my friend.

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