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because of what you've done, for me

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Tuesday, November 08, 2005

I got teed off today. So much so that I cried. I called my mates to arrange something with them and I was crying while on the phone with them. I felt forgotten (not by my mates, it was someone else), which was true. To some people, it seems trivial. But when the realisation hit me, that I might have been forgotten, tears just streammed down my face. Imagine, a girl sitting in the library with a book in her hands, with tears streamming down. One could attribute it to a sad storyline, it was anything but. At first I was just upset, then anger arose. It abated about an hour or two later, but I still couldn't help thinking about it. Thinking about it now, I feel stupid for wanting to wait, for believing. I told you I'm never one person that was important to anyone, and somehow circumstances today just reinforce whatever that I mentioned.

First day of school was not bad. I saw my mates that I had not seen for awhile. Had my barley as usual which I totally adore. Lessons wasn't all that bad, and I have my favourite lecturer for my CDS. She taught me another CDS two semesters ago. Hung out in the library for a total of 2 and a half hours like a goon waiting, and managed to finish one book. Not say it was a thin one, more like a memoir. Tomorrow's class is at 3pm, but I guess I'll be going a little earlier to meet up with Siyuan. I had a total of almost 2 hours of talktime with him today because of what happened. Thank God for him, and for always being there when I need him.

Jinghui, where are you??!! hehee.

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