You take me as I am
Into your new scarred hands
and when I run so far away
you always call me back again
into your open arms
not matter what ive done
amazing grace has found me here
because of what you've done, for me
PlanetShakers - Weight of the World
astO loves her friends, bowling, baking, bowling, reading, bowling, writing, bowling, ManUtd, bowling.
Kutless, The Lads, Switchfoot, MercyMe, Stacie Oricco, Avalon, blah blah blah
2 more weeks.
Keep Your Standards High.
Can't get to Sleep.
*Jason (Hsien Xian)
Image: [Double Rainbow]
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
I got teed off today. So much so that I cried. I called my mates to arrange something with them and I was crying while on the phone with them. I felt forgotten (not by my mates, it was someone else), which was true. To some people, it seems trivial. But when the realisation hit me, that I might have been forgotten, tears just streammed down my face. Imagine, a girl sitting in the library with a book in her hands, with tears streamming down. One could attribute it to a sad storyline, it was anything but. At first I was just upset, then anger arose. It abated about an hour or two later, but I still couldn't help thinking about it. Thinking about it now, I feel stupid for wanting to wait, for believing. I told you I'm never one person that was important to anyone, and somehow circumstances today just reinforce whatever that I mentioned.
First day of school was not bad. I saw my mates that I had not seen for awhile. Had my barley as usual which I totally adore. Lessons wasn't all that bad, and I have my favourite lecturer for my CDS. She taught me another CDS two semesters ago. Hung out in the library for a total of 2 and a half hours like a goon waiting, and managed to finish one book. Not say it was a thin one, more like a memoir. Tomorrow's class is at 3pm, but I guess I'll be going a little earlier to meet up with Siyuan. I had a total of almost 2 hours of talktime with him today because of what happened. Thank God for him, and for always being there when I need him.
Jinghui, where are you??!! hehee.
On My iTunes: Strong Enough - Stacie Orrico